[acimlessons_list] Lesson 71 - March 12
Sue Roth
sue at circleofa.org
Fri Mar 11 06:13:00 EST 2011
Lesson 71 - March 12
"Only God's plan for salvation will work."
PRACTICE SUMMARY
Purpose: to truly recognize that only God's plan will work and to rejoice in
this, for it means escape from the hopelessness of the ego's plan and from
the pointlessness of trying to follow both plans at once.
Longer: 2 times, for 10-15 minutes
* The first part is another exercise in thinking about the idea.
Specifically, reflect on the two parts of the idea. Part one: God's plan
will work. According to recent lessons, God's plan involves contacting the
light within and letting go of grievances, both of which mean changing your
mind. Part two: other plans won't work. This lesson tells us that the ego's
plan involves seeking outside yourself for happiness, holding grievances
when the outside doesn't cooperate, and refusing to change your mind. Try to
reach the conclusion, based on logic and your experience, that only God's
plan holds any hope of delivering actual happiness.
* The second part is the Workbook's first exercise in asking for guidance.
Ask God to reveal His plan for you for today. Ask, "What would You have me
do? Where would You have me go? What would You have me say, and to whom?"
The willingness you are demonstrating just by doing this entitles you to an
answer, so listen with confidence. "Refuse not to hear" (9:8). Once you ask,
listen for the subtlest inner promptings-it doesn't need to come in words.
If you don't hear anything, you might want to repeat the questions, making
them more specific: "What would You have me do today?" or "Where would You
have me go after lunch?"
Frequent reminders: 6 or 7 per hour, for half a minute or less.
Repeat the idea as an affirmation of where your salvation really comes from.
Response to temptation: whenever you are tempted to hold a grievance
Be alert all day to grievances. Respond to each one by saying, "Holding
grievances is the opposite of God's plan for salvation. And only His plan
will work."
COMMENTARY
After being told yesterday that salvation comes from me and only from me, it
is a little annoying the next day to be told that only God's plan will work
and that the plan I believe in (which is the ego's) isn't worth anything. It
kind of seems like give and then take away, doesn't it? But it isn't really
saying anything different. The ego's plan involves looking for salvation
outside of myself; God's plan is wholly centered on my change of mind. In
God's plan, salvation comes from me; in the ego's plan, it comes from any
place <except> me.
To the ego, salvation means "that if someone else spoke or acted
differently, if some external circumstance or event were changed, you would
be saved." In the ego's view, basically I'm OK, I am the innocent victim;
the problem is with something outside of me. Whenever I am thinking, "If
this were different, I'd be OK," I am believing in the ego's plan of
salvation because I am demanding "the change of mind necessary for
salvation...of everyone and everything except" myself.
Don't get tripped up by the religious sounding phrase, "plan for salvation."
It may remind you of some cheap Bible tract announcing "God's plan of
salvation." What salvation boils down to here is simply, "I'd be OK; my
problems would be solved." And the ego's plan, simply stated, is "If this
were different, I would be saved."
In the ego's plan, the mind's only purpose is to figure out <what> has to
change for me to be saved (which presupposes that it <isn't me> that has to
change). The ego will let us pick anything that won't work (which includes
everything in the class of things I am looking at--things outside of
myself--, since salvation comes from me and not something outside me). The
ego has me look everywhere but in the one place in which the answer lies--my
own mind.
God's plan for salvation is that I look for it where it is: in myself.
For this plan to work, however, there is a condition: I have to look in
myself <and nowhere else.> I can't be looking for salvation in myself <and>
from outside. This just divides my efforts between two different plans.
There are two parts to today's idea:
1) God's plan will work 2) Other plans (i.e. the plans I make up) won't work
The second part, the lesson implies, may seem depressing. We may feel a
flare of anger. In fact what keeps us from simply accepting God's plan is
that we want to be right; we want our plans to work. In fact we'd rather be
right than happy, most of the time, although we don't consciously think
that. But the ego's plan consists of holding grievances. Haven't you ever
had the experience of realizing that you <could> just let a grievance go and
be happy, but that somehow it seems to feel good to be angry? You don't want
to let go. You'd rather be <right> than happy.
The lesson is saying, "You can be saved simply by changing your mind.
Nothing outside you has to change in order for you to be happy. You can
simply choose happiness, right now." And our response, typically? "Hell, no!
I won't be happy unless s/he changes first." We're holding on to our plan
for salvation and refusing God's.
The practice for today, then, is surprisingly not mainly about letting go of
grievances, or looking within for salvation. It is about listening. It is
about asking guidance from God. The emphasis is on taking our hands off the
reins of our lives and giving them over to God. If we can learn to do that,
we may begin to learn that His plans work better than our own.
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